Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Fandom Update

I have decided that I am no longer going to be writing any stories that belong to the Twilight fandom. I have simply fallen out of love with the fandom, and am currently just trying to finish the story I have already started, Strange Imprints: Liberty for Wolves. It may be possible that I will continue this story ark in a different fandom, mainly the Harry Potter fandom, but I am officially done with Twilight once this story is finished. I am currently thinking about posting a Before the Imprint story that focuses on Bella's life before Liberty for Wolves, but we'll have to see.

I'm glad to finally have decided on something. Also, I am currently updating Liberty for Wolves every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday until the story is finished. :) Enjoy the chapters!

Remember me.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Dear Alia,


Months ago, I received a wonderful message from someone who read my blog. Whether it was my main blog, or my spam blog, I am unsure, but I'm going to put this on both of them so that she sees it.

Dear Alia,

First off, sorry for taking so long to reply to you! You were nice enough to hunt down a way to contact me and I couldn't even bring myself to read your message until now. Honestly, for the past six months or so, every review I've received in my inbox has just been shuffled into another folder and neglected until I could work up the courage to reply. So, I apologize for waiting this long to get back to you.

Second, thank you for liking my stories so much. The ones that are finished, I worked hard on to put up, and the one that isn't (LFW), I hope will be completed soon.

A 'Bella in Wonderland' fic would be a great read, I agree with you there. Unfortunately, I must say that I've fallen out of love with the Twilight series. I've been working to try my hand at new things, particularly attempting to focus on writing my own original stories, but I've also been dabbling into other fandoms. I'm afraid that if I try to start another Twilight fic, it will fall short of my own harsh terms I hold myself too, and that wouldn't be good for anyone.

I'm going to be completely honest with you, Alia; a year, six months, and ten days ago (can't believe it's been so long), my father passed away. The pain of losing him was much more then I could handle then, and is only growing more and more each day as I face obstacles like graduating high school and moving away from home for the first time without him. Again, I'll be honest; I went to therapy to talk about my feelings with a lovely psychologist for over a year, before deciding that I didn't need anymore sessions in August. Lately I've been feeling like I made a grave mistake, and as my heart grows heavier and heavier with his absence, I don't think I'll be making it to Christmas without having a breakdown and needing to restart my therapy. I know when you set out with the innocent thought to ensure that I knew your thoughts, you didn't expect me to share all of this with you.

The truth, Alia, is that I've been holding this back from all of my readers. My readers who have been waiting patiently for updates that may never come, and never understanding just what is going on from my side of the screen. My life has been in ruins since May 1st of 2011, and I just don't know what to do. I felt that I had to say this to someone, to get it out there and off my chest so that I don't feel so bad about everything anymore, because I do feel bad. I feel bad everyday and I don't think I'm ever going to stop feeling like this.

I'm sorry if this was too much to share, but I felt that you, Alia, and everybody else deserved it.

This next part, again, is not just for you; it's for everyone. I know that you specifically went to FF.net to find a surefire way to contact me. I'm going to let you, and everybody else, know that there are a couple of ways of contacting me, and you are free to choose whichever method you wish to do so.

Email: xlaraconners@live.co.uk
Twitter: @XlaraC
FanFiction: fanfiction.net/~xlarac
FictionPress: fictionpress.com/~xlarac

So, if you, Alia, or anybody else wishes to share their thoughts about my stories with me, or even just wants to say 'hi' every once in a while, feel free. My inbox is always open to each and every one of you.

Alia, I hope you see this. You're message, while simple, made me think of a lot of things today. Thank you, sincerely, for you message.

Remember me. xx

Monday, October 31, 2011

Silver Twilight

Hi!


Sorry it's been so long since I've.. well, done anything. Over the weekend I did some research on a new story idea, which hopefully will turn out fine. The project is currently called 'Silver Twilight' (hence the name of this post). Later on, I will add more to this post to tell you about it. I will also add links to the songs of the Breaking Dawn, Part 1 soundtrack.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Possible Story Idea # 10 - Strawberry Roses

This fic is a Twilight fic (as they so often are). It features an OOC Bella and Rosalie. Instead of Carlisle finding a broken, bleeding Rosalie Hale, he finds Isabella Hale. Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, and Alice are all already a part of the Cullen family, even though it is only 1933. Will Edward still fall in love with Isabella, even when he can read her egotistical and demeaning thoughts?


Banner pending!


Saturday, September 17, 2011

Possible Story # 9 - Kingdom of Children

This Twific features Bella as an immortal child. Shortly after Carlisle left the Volturi, they picked up their experiments on the immortal children, thinking that force-feeding them animal blood would cause them to be more controlled over their instincts, much like how Carlisle is. It didn't necessarily work, but a curious child named Isabella was kept alive for reasons unknown to anybody but Aro. When the Cullens are invited to Volturi castle to catch up with each other, Edward and Isabella immediately mate with each other. But how can an adult vampire get over his mating instincts when his true love is an immortal child?


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Possible Story # 8 - The Heir

This fic is a cross-over between Harry Potter and Twilight. In this fic, the Cullens are summoned by an old friend of Carlisle's named Albus Dumbledore, who needs help defending a very important student (who else but Harry Potter?) from the Dark Lord. They are told to keep an eye on a specific Slytherin girl, who is the daughter of Lord Voldemort, Isabella Riddle. But how can Edward keep her away from Harry when he has mated with her? And is she really as bad as people make her out to be?


I've switched it up a bit: Harry and the gang will all by in sixth year, as will Bella, but I will be writing about the Chamber of Secrets, as if it happened in sixth year instead of the second. 


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Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Possible Story # 7 - Stay With Me

This fic is a cross-over between Coraline and Twilight. In this fic, Edward and the rest of the Cullens move to an old abandoned house in Forks to start over. He thinks he's going to hate it there, until he discovers a tiny door under the stairs, and enters another world - a world where his dream girl, Bella, is real (if you look over the button eyes). But when he has to make a choice between the perfect life and his family, what will he choose?

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